Selasa, 05 Agustus 2014 | By: Dolly Oktayana

worth it

hello everyone! I dont know why, but this time I wanna write in english. its not because my english is good, but I'm trying to do something new, something fresh. but if you dont understand what I sayin, maybe my english is very bad, or your english is not very good. hmm, I'm 17 years old and now I realize that I'm not a kid anymore. I like being a kid, but sometimes its hard to be a kid when you trying to solve adults problem. I have a lot of problems, but when I tryin to go through it, I realize there was a key to solve it, hmm maybe it cant called solve it but it called forget it. when you have a big problem that make you depress, then stand on it. after all, come another big problem, its no going to kill you with all your problem, but when bigger problem coming, the old one disappear.

I'm not going to tell you that you need to left behind your problem, but when you realize you cant handle it, just stay in silence, stand on it and live your life. then come a day that another problem is comin, you gonna forget the old one and think 'I need to solve this one' then someday you realize that the old problem that you never solve just be solved by itself. it cause the power of the big one. and how I can handle  the big one now? just like before, go through it and if you realize you cant handle it, just stay in silence, stand on it and live your life. it will come around and around, it called the problems circle. its not like living in hell but its called 'life'.